I have had the week from hell. I've had absolutely no motivation to do anything. I skipped Tae Kwon Do Tuesday night, although I did walk Monday night. I have had a horrible case of the munchies, and since it's close to payday there isn't much Healthy stuff in the house. I've been good and have stayed away from chips and stuff, and instead munched on some Sun flower seeds.
I've been in a crappy mood, and I don't really know why. Maybe it was because of the fact that it has been raining and dreary and I needed some sunshine.
Finally yesterday the sun came out and I decided to lay out. I absorbed some of that sunsine and I started to feel better (even though I skipped TKD... oops.) I had strapped on my "Only at home" bikini and looked down at myself.. I actually looked good from that angle. So I snapped a picture, and.... drum roll please... What I saw, stretch marks and all.
I've been in a crappy mood, and I don't really know why. Maybe it was because of the fact that it has been raining and dreary and I needed some sunshine.
Finally yesterday the sun came out and I decided to lay out. I absorbed some of that sunsine and I started to feel better (even though I skipped TKD... oops.) I had strapped on my "Only at home" bikini and looked down at myself.. I actually looked good from that angle. So I snapped a picture, and.... drum roll please... What I saw, stretch marks and all.
Not to shabby for someone that is a size 16. This picture was actually what started my mood change. I woke up early this morning and got cleaned up, did my hair, put some make up on. I pulled out my jeans skirt I bought last year from Old Navy, put it on and lo and behold, it was to big. I did a huge happy dance in my bedroom, and put something else on. It gave me a renewed sense of what I'm doing, and why I'm doing it. I am feeling better about myself and feeling a bit more confident in my apperance. In fact I even took a few new pictures of myself today.
We leave for vacation tomorrow, but I think I'm going to take the time before we go, to go to the Y, and get a work out in since I skipped TKD and I'll be missing it tomorrow night since we'll be on the road.
Wish me luck.
Weight as of now... 190# as of last weigh in. I don't know if it has changed. I'll find out tomorrow.